Linger

Forgive me for still longing

How can I deny this feeling?

It's so suffocating to pretending

Waiting is always my priority
But once I heard you were already in a relationship
I lose myself and did everything to distract the misery

I'll take any chances to break the silence

My head and my soul battle this emotional violence

To love you is a pathway I've chosen

I always wish you a happiness on my night prayer

And start to missing you in the very next day

Then convincing my heart not to cry

I fancy to have a conversation just for one more night

Only to clear the skies

Should I stay or leave for good?